Depression

March 29, 2025

I walk into January so arrogantly. 

Head held high

Knowing I filled my tank to the brim

Secure in my own advice

I wrote it down

It’s in the notes

Do the assignments 

Listen in class

Learn the material

Study for the test

Advice from oneself is best when observed 

Thoughts

 Change is good

Girls just left Page

It was going to be magical

The core 6

Back together again.

It ended with Indee in the ER. Mia and Chad taking care of all of us. Many pukes over boats and out door windows. Pedialite on ice was a fav. Chad washing out Indee’s room of puke buckets on repeat. Purses going through car washes to get puke off doors. Lots of laundry done by Chad. Now I say goodbye to my girls and feel jilted. A sadness fills me knowing Lake Powell as I knew it is gone.