Friday, July 11, 2025
Depression
Thoughts
Change is good
Girls just left Page
It was going to be magical
The core 6
Back together again.
It ended with Indee in the ER. Mia and Chad taking care of all of us. Many pukes over boats and out door windows. Pedialite on ice was a fav. Chad washing out Indee’s room of puke buckets on repeat. Purses going through car washes to get puke off doors. Lots of laundry done by Chad. Now I say goodbye to my girls and feel jilted. A sadness fills me knowing Lake Powell as I knew it is gone.
Wednesday, April 3, 2024
What the Actual
Thyroid what?
I went to the appointment by myself. I touched Dr. Baker's knee. I said this sucks. He didn't know what to say or how to talk. Just the facts mam. I got in my car and called Chad who was at an IHSAA meeting. He had just been approved as the new executive director. I cried.
Why? What the actual hell? I had just had the best 3 years of my life. I was healthy. I had made healthy habits. The month before,I finally winged off of all my pain meds. So overwhelming to have to take them again. It has made me so f-ed up again. My iron levels tanked. Normal range for iron levels is between 50-60. 15 is considered low. 4
4 is my favorite number.
I went through 15 years of sinus hell. isn't that enough? so here we go. I can do this. I'm stronger than I've ever been.
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